Monday, June 30, 2008

I was thinking about as it was


AS IT WAS

I WAS THINKIG ABOUT AS IT WAS. Our world as it was but I know the world only from my beginning not from the beginning of this world.so , how can I say as it was? I know my house , where i was born and bred. Now it is not there as it was. It was a cadjan thatched house with only one room , the walls just made from ordinary clay. All the trees have been fell down.Only my father stayed there until his death.Now it is demolished.My family used to live in a cemented bungalow provided by the state.It was in a forested area.My wife and children lived with me for some time. when there were unnecesary troubles , I took them all tomy wife's village. That was her ancestors' house with two rooms, verandahs, and aseperate kitchen , all made of cement bricksand tiled.Now that too has been partly demolished.not suitable for living.as a bachelor , I was living in a dicarded rest house closer to a sanctuary. There were lot of fiends living together.Meals obtained from shops close by.so it seems that life is not as it was and the man made buidings also same.what remains as it was - nothing at all.Then why we are struggling like this for nothing?